Being away from mom..... its like being half dead ..

when we have every thing around us we still don’t feel that complete and cave for more things and say our life is incomplete and I guess that’s wat is happened with me but I never wished ever in my life being away from my home my family my mom ….
after coming here my life has changed sometimes I feel its good cause lot of good things have happened but then at times I feel wat life is this without family with out mom ….
I was so spoiled and so pampered and when I use to get everything I still use to complain and use to value them but not that much ….. I guess it’s a punishment that god has sent me away from my mom just like a kid when he is sent to hostel …. I feel the same the food that mom use to make and I use to throw tantrums and use to make faces …. now I die to get the same taste by making the same food to I could at least get the taste of the food what my mom use to make …… I use to hate when mom use to make idlis and dosas cause she use to make them so nice that we had to eat them for a week …………. and complain don’t make it but now we die to eat that here ….. I really wish why god made me a girl at times cause at the end whatever we do and how much ever we fight to be with them and try to change the rules of the society by being with mom and family after marriage but still we cant do that for long ….. and here it goes a girl has to leave her parents house and go away from them …… and live with her partner …. I try to do lot of changes to make things happen and to let them go my way and it happened but at the end I guess I was just to spoiled and pampered that god asked me to see this life also of being away from them ….
its is really a miserable feeling to be away from u mom ….. I really miss out on the days when I use to come from work and take my car out and ask mom to get ready and go with her for shopping to the mall and then after shopping having a small dinner date with mom at pizza hut and order so much and make her full use to be fun miss out on all the days she had spoiled me and pampered me

Miss u mom