BEING A MOTHER :)

wow it came in like to surprise in my life one fine day
I get to know I am pregnant ddn’t knew what I should have done I always wanted this thing to happen in my life but didn’t knew this would come in like a surprise to me I wish if I was with the family and every one around me when this moment of my life had begin… also I really wish when I have a kid I can gave my kid a beautiful luxurious life and give all the best thing in world before my kid could ask for things he would have those thing best of life and best of studies and everything ….. yes I really wish if it is a girl cause I feel she would be my best frnd and would love me the most same way I love my mom… she would be not be only my daughter but my friend with whom I could live my life all over again …. do all the things with her shopping clubbing toand all stuff that one does with a best friend share all things guide her in all things …. go palour together have our facials together and shopping together … but at the same time I really wish she doesn’t have to leave me just like I had to leave my mom and get married and go away …. I still tell my mom next birth may be make me a boy so I don’t have to be away from her …. I don’t know if I get a boy also I would love him and do the same thing but I just wish he would also love me as I love him and we would have a wonderful days ….
I had written once earlier long back also looking at a wedding of a girl in Bombay where in it was a grand wedding and she was looking like one princes looking at her I had wished if I ever get a baby I would also give her the similar kind of marriage with a full grand wedding give her the best of the clothes jewelry and make up and she would look like one angel came down on the earth …. I really wish I could give all this to my kid when she or he comes in this world J
I know my kid can also feel wat I am feeling and I am waiting for the first movement of my baby the first kick and I am waiting to hear her heart beat … my baby would be a healthy strong baby just like her mom and nani J and her masi she would be a beautiful little princess …….